Love song

If I could sing you a love song
And you would fall for me
Then that would be the greatest thing God has ever done for me.

But then life would be too easy
Everyone would not be hurt
Everyone would be living a fairytale life.

My love song would be hand-written by me
No copying from anyone else
Because I want it to be special for you.

If I were to sing you a love song
I would bring my guitar along with me
And sing it with all my heart
I would be sitting on your porch with you
Letting my fingers magically dancing on the guitar.

If I were to do that
I would hope for only one thing from you
It is for you to kiss me when I finish.

The dream

Last night,

I dreamed a dream.

I was lying beside you on an empty field.

The field was filled with roses.

Although it hurts but I felt that I was the happiest girl in the world.

We were watching the skies above us.

Suddenly you stood up,

And you started running across the field.

I ran after you.

I felt as though you were running away from me.

You ran and ran.

I wanted to stop but I was scared I might lose you.

Then you stopped.

I was glad that you finally stopped.

But it wasn't over.

Two doors suddenly appeared in front of you.

You turned around to face me.

You told  me to choose one of the doors.

I looked into the door on the left.

I saw myself talking to you on recess.

I finally confessed my feelings to you.

But you were laughing.

You were laughing at me for being so stupid to think that you would like me.

I was in awe. 

It was one of my greatest fear.

To not have someone to like you back.

Then I looked into the door on the right.

I saw you and a girl.

You two seemed like a couple.

I felt like my heart was ripped out.

It hurts to see you with another girl.

I didn't want to choose.

I was happy being in my own fantasy.

Although I know I was bound to wake up some time later.

Both doors will lead me to the same place

A place where I'm heartbroken

And I'm heartbroken because of you.